Roller coaster

I'm the type whose mood is highly dependent on what is or isn't going on around me.

Easter Sunday: total tiredness after the great trip and lot of driving, but I was soo happy to be home alone in silence.
Easter Monday: I was totally freaked out that nothing happens around me. No sunshine, no chat, no motivation to edit pics, to do any useful stuff or just watch a movie in pijama. But motivation to eat.. worst motivation ever..
Tuesday: no mood to go to school but at least something to do. At lunch time I met some mates and they cheered me up and than I cycled to the city (in rain!) and back with wind (of course against me and still rain!) and now I'm sitting in the library helping my sister and doing my stuff so I'm (kind of) happy again.
I totally feel like on a roller coaster these days. Sometimes great feelings and optimism but sometimes deep sadness. It's good when I turn to be happy but if I turn to be sad it's really really hard to get into good mood again.  And usually I have no clue what's the reason of the change.

When I'm said I should stop being sad and should be awesome instead! (A wise sentence of Barney Stinson)