Meeting friends after half a year must be good and cheerful. That's what I thought... Somehow, after half an hour they were not interested in me anymore, they were rather gossiping about typical girly stuffs like relationships, hairstyles, plans for the next week... I wasn't surprised, but it was sad and disappointing that they invited me but weren't interested what the hell was I doing for half a year.
Or not?!
Have you ever had the awkaward moment when you wake up and think you are somewhere else and few seconds later have to realise that you are in your parents hous with your family??
I have this quite rare, almost never. But since I'm home I had it 2 times in a row.. Both nights since I'm home... Seems not even my sublime wants to be home :(
I can not postpone anymore to pack all my luggages, leave a part of my heart here and bring all the sweet memories home.
Still remember when I started "Wonderland" blog with counting down the remaining days coming to Sweden and how excited I was to come here. 5 month have passed unfairly fast, but I got a lot of memories, experiences, adventures and a bunch of good friends from all over the world.
I can not imagine my life back home. Seems so strange going back and continue everything. Well it's not exactly true, since many things had changed back in my country and in the family so nothing will be the same anymore...,
Every end is a new beginning! It seems much harder and sadder for the first time, but we have to look always on the bright side of life! It's time to discover a more self-sufficing, more responsible life with new problems. I've learned so much about life from Swedes and hope I can apply them in my further life.
This song reminds me to the sweet morning with pancakes, forest fruit sauce and sunny brunch outside. Thanks for being my company! :)
So long I haven't posted.. but I have my reasons! ;)
Busy last week in school with some examination, my sister visited me, goodbye parties and in the spare time I have some other sweet occupation..
I'm quite happy here now and don't want to leave at all, but somehow, when I just close my eyes I see more often my room at home, the streets in Budapest and few days ago when I woke up for a few seconds I thought I'm in my bad in my parents house.. So awkward.
Sunrise Avenue - Hollywood Hills but I would sing Uppsala Hills.. we had fun together
